GUNTHROAT

I am writing a blog after a long time. What more to write than my boring life which is killing me slowly. I am not sure what I am doing with my life. I hadnt expected it to be so rude. I hoped to be busy soon after my studies. But now I am the least busy person in the world. I had started off CAT coaching well. But now I am loosing focus. Something really bad happened in my life recently. Unfortunately I cannot write about that. These days I think a lot about death( that idiot Dostoevski is doing that to me, never read his stories). Depression seems to be taking the better of me. I used to be a very happy person. I used to be very positive and confident, but all that seems to be some distant dream. I am unable to write more. This blog is simply for the purpose of making me believe that I am alive. I hope I would read this after some years and laugh at it, but I swear I wont be alive to read this again with the same mindset as now.